The "not-so" start of my writing

Writing as always been my release. It all started when I first met my father. I was 7 and devastated. To him I was nothing but a check he sent out every month. A hurt military brat, I didn't know what to do until my english teacher made us write about our lives. I never stopped ever since then. I don't write for sympathy or to complain though, I write to remain sane. My feelings come out and soon you'll realize im not a typical mopey writer. Im not always sad or in a melancholy state of mind but i'll let you read those poems when they come. But now, I want to show you all the "first" poem I've written that I believe is somewhat well-written. I put first in quotations because its really just the oldest one I can find. Many other poems are just lost somewhere in my room. I wrote this towards the end of a what I thought was a "relationship" at the time with my first real high school crush. Lol it might be a little cliche but it was a pivotal poem during a pivotal point of my writing style. That's why its the "not-so" start of my writing. From here on out I'll pretty much just continue adding my poems and I might explain some and others I might not. I might even just add pictures or simple stories. But meanwhile here it is, my "first" poem, Nothing. 

Nothing

You've left me speechless

So many questions

I dont want the answer too

Why did you lie to him

Thought we had something special

At least thats what you told me

But then you went and denied

Everything

As if it never existed

Erased

Gone